Positive thinking

I was in an abusive relationship & left him, found out I was pregnant & had to stay on bed rest, quit my job at a DR office, then my mother passed away suddenly. I was all alone, hurting, angery & confused. One night I prayed & then next day I just let go off all my pain & started thinking positivly & convincing myself the truth, that I am worthy, I do mean something & I do deserve the best. Shortly after I meet my soon to be husband, got a job & stared having a better outlook on life, when ever I feel down, I talk myself out of the darkenss & reach for the light.